I've been lightly cleaning and straightening things up because we got peeps coming to the ye ole house XD and I was thinking, that for the most part, I never really clean unless people are coming over XD Is anyone else like that? And I notice that I think a few things when I do this.
1. Am I that self conscious of my life that I have to clean and make things look "presentable" for others? Is the way I live not good enough or something?
2. Is it just me... or is cleaning easy? XD Why don't I do this more often? Things would look so much better if I just took a few minutes out of my day or week to straighten things out once in a while. Then I wouldn't have to clean so much for that one day when people come over once in a while.
3. Who am I kidding? I'm too freaking lazy to do that.
4. But it's good to do it. Self Discipline!!
But even though I resolve to sorta clean once in a while... I still never really do. Once in a while, though, I do actually get the urge to clean. And when I clean, I CLEAN. Like I spend the whole day cleaning!! No joke XD
One of my goals in general though, is to just have less stuff. 'Cause I think, if you have less stuff in the first place, then you won't have so much to clean, ya know? So, I don't live on my own yet, but I've always thought, that when I do, I'm gonna be a minimalist, most out of laziness XD I want my future home to be colorful and fun, just not with a lot of stuff. I'm really not one for home decor and all that stuff; I just really don't have the eye for it, plus I am really simple. Quality over quantity and all. (I feel like I'm starting to ramble... I've been trying to reset my sleep patterns so I've been getting a tad less sleep to make myself tired for the next night x'D but I feel like my... communications skills are therefore lacking. ) ( Also, I'm listening to a VIXX playlist in the background and at the start of "Can't Say", Ravi said something like "I know love isn't forever", and I'm all "what the? who says that??? I don't agree. I mean, technically, [since most of these kpop songs are about romantic love in relationships and stuff] you may start of "in love" with someone but it slowly evolves into just a frienship cause it wasn't supposed to work out and all, but I still wouldn't say that love doesn't last, ya know? It's always there in some form. Plus, God's love last forever!! :D and that's the most important ^_^ )
OK, back on topic, sorta : P , but yeah, all this cleaning just makes me want less stuff in the first place. But since I ain't on my own yet and I don't always have the option of "less stuff", (cause it ain't all mine) it really doesn't take that much effort to clean a little bit day to day, so I really should x'D Let's see how I do from now on eh? Maybe, by writing about it, I'll actually get better. :)
So yeah...I think that's all for now; talk to ya later!!
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