Holy Moly...

     Well... this past week... has been... hectic and stressful, in a way that it never has before... And its been bad... x"D And I'm not gonna get into details, because I'm comfortable sharing about myself, but not about other people. But.. lets just say I've been caught between some things and people, where I myself am not in trouble... but I'm more trying to help and mediate and "fix" the problem. Yeah... And this isn't the first time I've had to do things like this... but its def the first time its happened that I've had a blog XD And it feels good to sorta tell someone ya know? Even if its not in detail.
     So what I was trying to figure out today, was why. Not like "why God is this happening to me, I hate you." But a genuine "why is this happening? what can I learn from it? what am I supposed to learn from it? and how can I get better at what I'm doing?" Its not a complaining "why" its a... curious "why" if you get what I mean. And... I'm gonna be honest, I don't have many ideas right now XD At first I was just trying to get through them. One step at a time. And that's one thing I've learned over the years: if you got a problem, that fine, but how do you solve it? And once you know how to solve it, just do the steps. Do one things at a time and don't freak out. It'll be ok. If you, yourself, don't know how to solve it, then ask someone who does. Even if you have to ask the police or someone professional, you know. It does no good to just freak out and wonder what to do. Figure out what you have to do to remedy the situation.
     So yeah, that's what I did earlier in the week and it went well...So far XD Time will tell, but over the years this... one particular situation has gotten a bit better. Its gone up and down, but... overall, I think its gotten just a tad bit better. As for another situation... its almost gotten a tad bit worse as the years have gone by... Interesting. I just thought about that. huh. Anyway... so its constantly trying new tactics and new strategies to stay ahead and to mend old problems. Old techniques work too XD But you have to reintroduce them for them to stick.
     But... I have no idea why I'm the one that has to directly deal with these things... and it just makes me curious. I assume its God slowly molding me into a person that isn't the things I've had to deal with in others. I'm learning from their mistakes and observing the kind of person I should be based on what I don't like and what is... harmful for others. Which, sounds like common sense, but some people have less of it than they think. Maybe I'm supposed to do something, career wise, similar to what I've been doing too. Or maybe I'll just meet more people in the future with similar... issues.. and be able to help and deal with them better. But man, I just keep praying to the Lord like, "Help me say what needs to be said. Help who I'm saying it to to honestly listen. Work through me and in them to med this situation and hopefully establish an even better one!" Yeah... Now I dunno if by being vague I'm making this sound better... or worse than it actually is... But... I just wanted to write this real quick :) And to Say Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! ^_^ God bless!