Sunday, April 30, 2017

Hmmmmmmmmmm

     This might be a "downer" of a post, but lets be honest. Pretty much no one reads this blog anyway. And... I'm not complaining, but I'm just wondering when is it time "to give up"? This blog, and endeavors in general. When is it time to give up a childhood dream? Or something you're really good at but doesn't make money or even a friendship? And, I think about this question a lot, because if you do read this blog, you'll know I"m a big God sleuth. I try to figure out God's plan for me... a little to much. I'm constantly curious and trying to "read the signs" and piece stuff together and put together links of people and situations and all that. At the same time I'm trying to balance what I want, with what I know if good for me and what is best of others and how much of what I want is in God's plan for me or not... Its sorta tiring... but I naturally think of all of these things at once pretty much and it sorta makes me go crazy... although I'm pretty sure I sorta was to begin with anyway XD  Mostly, thinking about all of this just makes me... not really sad, not really depressed but... down? I dunno. I guess because not only do I think about all that, I'm a little impatient. I'm the person that reads the end of the book to see how it ends or reads the Wikipedia before I see the movie XD I'd rather someone else make my food and me just get to eat it, than me make my own food. I eat raw fruits and veggies cause I'm too lazy and impatient to cook a meal, or even slice things. However, I'm pretty patient when it comes to people. That may seem weird, but with others I really do try to be slow to anger and quick to forgive. I guess its more myself that I'm not as good with. I dunno.
     Part of the reason I wanted to write this is because I am semi struggling with whether or not to continue this blog, because well, whats the use speaking if no one is going to hear you. Sure, I got God and stuff, but if I'm gonna take the time to write something, whats the point if no one reads and gets anything from it? Ya know? Now, I know I made a post last year about how I don't care about fame or money, and I don't. Thats not what I want from this, but I was sorta hoping for a couple people to interact with a bit. And sure, I get one person, once in a while and I've checked out other blogs and a lot of them don't seem to have many followers and even less, if any commentors, but it just makes me think that maybe this platform isn't for me, ya know? So I dunno yet. Maybe I'll still continue once in a while, but I'm not going to force myself to post something. And I really do like writing when I get into it, but it does... make me a little sad, I guess when I put forth effort and it seems like no one cares. I get it though, that's life. Most of our actions will go unseen and unoticed. Only God will know. But since I started this with the intent of being at least a little known its like... whats the point? So yeah. And trust me I have a dozen other "problems" similar to this in that I'm wondering when enough is enough and when its time to just... not. And I know that I have to pray, I do, and ask for God's wisdom and guidance, so I say, help me! If you see this, pray for me XD for wisdom and clarity in others stuff. And I pray for you, random stranger, that you may be blessed with the knowledge and wisdom and clarity you seek about a situation or two, too :)
     Well, no matter if anyone reads this or not, there is a certain therapeutic-ness (?) to writing and getting this all out. XD

Saturday, April 22, 2017

Strong Woman Do Bong Soon :D Review and Thoughts

     First off, am I the only one having a problem with Blogger loading when I want to write a post? Anyway, I just finished the Korean drama Strong Woman Do Bong Soon and it was AMAZING!!! It now, officially my favorite Korean drama ^_^ I say Korean because Hana Kimi is my favorite Japanese one :) I'm not even sure what my original fav K-Drama was though... besides watching You're beautiful last year, which I blogged about, I haven't watched a Korean Drama in a long time! I think the last one was Its Ok, That's Love. Anyway been a while!!! And this one was sooo nice! If you just wanna know if its good or not, and no spoilers, then stop here, and go watch it, cause its good :)

     I really like all the characters, especially the side characters. Do Bong Soon played by Park Bo Young was just super cute and had the right amount of spunk to her! Although... K-dramas really like their crying... and there were a few times the crying when overboard -_- Just a bit. Well, maybe a lot. Well, def a lot, but I'll let it slide. She was a good character, and she was quite consistent. I say that because in a lot of dramas that I've seen, the character will change a lot just to fit the script and where they want the romance to go, and I hate that. I want the character to be consistent and have a clear understanding of themselves. But, overall she was great and she was funny and had great comedic timing and she acted so well with Park Hyung Sik and Ji Soo and the rest. She was probably the funniest with Kim Won Hae though XD

     Park Hyung Sik is my new fav male character! He was just soooooooo cute! And you're probably like, "how old is this dude, that he's so cute?" And The actor is like 25, but his character is... well. What I noticed is that Bo Young and Hyung Sik actually play the typical opposite character. Usually its the girl that gets all woozy and acts crazy and is cute and stuff when she falls in love, but in this drama, its the other way around! Its him that gets the puppy love and he's so cute and funny to watch! ^_^ Also, yes, I gave away the romantic bit. But honestly, you can pretty much guess from the begining. Which, I actually like. I sorta hate it when there is an actual love triangle and who ever has to "choose" is all "confused" and gets annoying. This one is quite natural and yet still entertaining and you don't hate either dude. But yeah, Hyung Sik is sooooo cute! ^_^ And he always was my fav in ZEA :P

     You'd think I'd talk about Ji Soo/Gook Doo now... but the story really is about Bong Soon and Min Hyuk and Gook Doo is fine and all, but I consider him a part of the secondary cast, really. And I really liked the side characters: Bong Soon's family and the gangsters and the high school kids and the fake monk dude and all them XD I also liked the bad guy for what he was, but that part of the drama wasn't as good as the rest of it. It was ok in the fact that it brought everyone together and helped to flush out characters and all that, but it was also the most stereotipical and most annoying partt all together. Mostly because I don't think the way those scenes played out-- I don't think people would act and be that way in real life. But, it served its purpose I guess. Oh, there is also an annoying part related to that bit and I know I'm being vague, but when you see it you'll know. I deals with the conditions of Bong Soon losing her powers -_- It was just stupid. Actually never mind I won't be vague. I think it was stupid that they made her lose her strength after accidently hurting an innocent person because in the begining the story said that only those who used their strength for selfish gain would lose their strength. She wasn't being selfish at all, she just made a mistake, while she was saving her friend! It was a complete accident! If anything, beating up all the gangsters and stuff is way more selfish than that -_- Ugh. That was so annoying. Anyway, she regains her powers and things end alright, but that was just stupid. My main problem with Korean Dramas and other asian ones is that stupid shit will happen just to... just to create tension or mix up the romance and stuff. I hate it when they make characters fight for no reason or make something bad happen for no reason just to... create drama. Ugh -_- Anyway, besides that, though, this show actually did a good job of not being so stupid. Which, I am soooo thankful for!!! The side characters were brilliant and remind me of Hana Kimi when you have the main story line but then all the stuff going on at the school is happening too and its just full of shenanigans. ^_^

     Uhhhhhhh, what else. Besides other little things here and there, I really, really liked this show and highly recommend it and I think you'll fall in love with Ahn Min Hyuk too :) If you're a girl... Or you're a gay guy... but... I dunno, maybe you'd like Gook Doo then. I dunno. Anyway!!! Its getting late for me and I didn't get enough sleep anyway today, so I'm a little all over the place.
    (Also, no I didn't die XD I know I was posting regularly pretty much... if anyone cared... but I just go t busy and in a rut where I couldn't think of anything to write, so I just didn't. But then I watched this show and I had something to write! ^_^)

     So! Until next time! Good night, God Bless, Happy Easter! What else... Uhhhh, Toodles! :D

Tuesday, April 4, 2017

Prison Break Season 5- Episode 1 :D

      Prison Break is BAAAAAACCCCCCCKKKK!!!!!! For 8 more episodes anyway XD And I was so excited to watch the first episode tonight! Now, it wasn't a total surprise for me because I watched all the clips and behind the scenes online, so I knew a lot going in, but man, there were still some big surprises that had me going. And yes, I will be talking spoilers.
    I was sorta surprised that the action and the bad guys trying to kill them started so early in the episode XD But, it made it really fast paced and I liked it. I'm sure they did it that way because its more of a mini series and they needed to get things going very fast. Actually, that's probably one down side of this episode was that it might have been a little too fast paced. They went through about a week in 40 min. After every commercial break another day or two had already passed. Not faulting them, but it was sort of choppy feeling pacing wise. But like I said, I get it, they wanted to get to the point.
     I really liked T-Bag because coming from the original one, despite T-Bag being pretty much the worst one of the Fox River group, you still feel for him and how he grew up and stuff. You see how turned out so... bad and you can't help but still root for him. So when it opened on him, I was all, "Good evening Mrs Hollander," in my best accent XD Linc, of course is the heart of this episode and man when he dug up the not so dead body of Michael, his reaction was great! And props to Sarah for still being a bad ass all these years later. I feel sorry for her new husband though... he got wrapped in it quick and if he doesn't end up dying, its gonna be tough on him. I do wonder if he's gonna get killed off though, ya know. Or if Michael will die in the end. Because if Michael is still somehow the same good guy, and he's just not been able to do his thing for 7 years, then he is redeemable for Sarah and little Mikey and there is a chance that they end up together again. But, then what about the husband? So I'm guessing that one of them dies. Cause I doubt that the writers would have Michael and Sarah be apart, unless he is truly not who he used to be. If he's not the same, then its understandable, but... the little scene at the end where Michael is walking away and he closes his eyes, I think he is still the same, deep down inside. I think he wanted to have a heart felt reuinion with Linc, but I don't think he's allowed.
    Gah!!! So many questions!!! But it does seem like Homer's Odyssey will play a role in metaphors and in Code Names and stuff again. First there is the Prison, Ogygia, and then the people that paid for T-bag's hand was "Nobody" and the eyes on Michael's hands... Hmmmmmm. What's it all mean. Its been a while since I've rewatched the original run, but I know Scylla was what season 4 was all about. Its possible that this is still a continuation of all that stuff. They did do an operation on Michael's brain, maybe they left something behind to control him? I think T-Bag's hand will be interesting too because that's connected to his nervous system and of course his brain. We already saw the bad guys control Linc's rental car, what is technology and remote controlling things is a big part of this? Hmmmmmm.....
     If anyone reading this has any thoughts, let me know! Until the next ep, Toodles and God Bless! ^_^