From one thing to another

     Are you ever on YT and you feel like there is nothing new to watch? Or even if there is, you don't want to watch it? XD That's almost where I am now. I feel like, besides a few videos, there isn't a lot for me to watch that I'm interested in. Then again, I'm sleepy and want to go to bed, so it might just be me... trying to get me to go to sleep XD
     Speaking of sleep, I, like, LOVE sleeping. Like I really do! I really love sleeping and eating and sleeping more and eating. XD And i love my bed! Its a regular bed but then I've got one of those... memory foam topper things on it. It used to be my gramma's... but then she died... 0_o is that too morbid? Anyway! x"D
     Speaking of my gramma, do you guys have a relative that died when you were young and you wonder what it would be like to have them around when you're older. I thought about that recently... and I sorta think that... things would have been better. Not me me directly, but for my grandpa. Gma dying was sort of... the worst thing that could have happened to him. (Am I allowed to talk about this? its the night. it makes you say things you didn't think you would otherwise; but I think i'm being vague enough XD ) He's still around though, its not like he died. But, it would definitely be muuuuuch different, I hope, if she were alive. For selfish reasons, I'd just want to eat her cooking again XD my mom could never recreate her salmon-loaf. And we still can't get her cookie recipes right, or her spaghetti recipe. We get close, but not close enough.
     I already talked about how I don't cook  much XD but hopefully one day I will learn to cook and have my own garden and grow a lot of my food! :D I'd love that! I'd love to be as self sustaining as possible and to live a relatively waste-free life. I'll probably never be vegan and stuff, cause I really like meat, but I want to do my best to keep this planet going. :)   I also would like to learn how to sew and make my own clothes. I've always loved fashion and drawing clothes and imagining clothes and stuff, but I have no idea how to actually make anything.
     Random fact, but as a kid I wanted to be tall and slim so that I could be a model and wear pretty clothes XD I literally only wanted to be a model so that I could wear pretty clothes XD Like, legit. But as I've grown up and I see how the modeling industry is... its really not something I'd like to be a part of. I'd still like to wear pretty clothes, but its not at the top of my list XD
     As a kid I also wanted to be an ice skater, because I liked their skating outfits XD and they were so graceful and so cool to watch :) I also wanted to be a vampire as a kid XD and a werewolf, and a fairy, and an elf, and basically anything magical. However, as time goes on, I think that all that is possible less and less XD But hey! I don't think you're ever too old to be blessed with superpowers XD Each year I'm all, "Ok, God, its gonna be this year right? I'm gonna get that telekenesis or fire bending right?" XD
     Have I talked about what superpowers I'd most rather have? I'll look to see if I have. But I'll write a separate thing for that, cause I could go on for a long time XD
     Well, I think that's enough random things, its getting late (I wrote this different from when I'm posting it, btdubbs) , and I'm getting tired. So, until the next post, God Bless and Toodles! ^_^